The hot fire energy has gotten much stronger in my body while doing the practice, mostly the base of the spine heats up, but also the middle of the spine. It's far more powerful than the normal orbit practice.My mother came into the room and told me she 'couldn't be near me' because I was giving off too much heat like a radiator!Imagine a war scene where the dark side is just a little blob of dark and there is hundreds or thousands of times as much light surrounding it from all angles.Then also during this process, I had to see through the lights eyes to take a look at meand I saw all these faults. All this light just smothered me, my ego and gave it a lot of love and peace.
They are much weaker than the one which submitted to the light last night, they are more deeply buried.
I hope to continue to resolve and integrate these fragments of ego energy blockages in future.
Peace, Starlight I'm a strong believer that personal development is the best investment you could ever make. Improving yourself proactively, working on your awareness, improving your skills and knowledge about how you can get to the edge of your potential, all of that is an investment into the greatest asset you'll always have: Yourself. And I know it from the fact that almost every Spiritually successful person started out low and became high!!
I suddenly felt this rush of what felt like crystalline white light flood into my body and fill my arms and legs and whole body. What seems to be filling my body is this type of energy which is peace and light, it only seems to want whats right for everyone. I dont know how much of my ego I let go off I wish all of it will go now. I seem quite satisfied to just drown myself in this light. Im pleased to say that the energy of soft love and peace which flooded my body last night, has remained with me today. There has been a loss of desire, an increase in peace.
So I had a new layer of energy body or something like this. I honestly dont believe I will go back to being how I used to, because too much of my consciousness or awareness feels grounded into light, so if I can keep seeing from the lights viewpoint, I can quickly pick out faults which I might otherwise do. I threw out some supplements and felt like that type of thing has now become redundant.