Many models suffer low self esteem, and it’s easy to see why.Humans are not only sexual, but sometimes malicious.Before you make your judgments, know that I never intended to find myself here. I don’t judge, because it takes all kinds to make the world go around. Whether we like to admit it or not, humans are not monogamous creatures.It’s a big secret, what you’re about to read about. We pass ourselves off as such for reasons that society imposes.I do it for a little entertainment, and a little extra cash.At some points, some men will throw money at you for nothing.Shows vary from clothed hour-long conversations to five-minute masturbatory sessions. An hour-long conversation with a stranger can test your nerves, it can bridge lines that may make you uncomfortable.
It is usually up to me to steer the conversation in a different direction without judging, or simply saying, “No, I won’t do that.” This is not to say that other conversations about taboo fantasies will be ended.Prostitution, for example, is the oldest profession in history. For those of you who are perhaps naive about the term “Webcam Model,” I can only say that the name of the profession is misleading.A Webcam Model is one who puts on a show (I use this vague term for a reason) for money.Most commonly, clients come to my chat room for sexual reasons. Other times, rarely, men visit my chat room for friendship, companionship.A well-liked “model” (I am of the opinion that the term “personality” would be more appropriate) is able to accommodate any extreme of the two types of clients – sexual, and not.As I am sitting here, writing this, I am having to constantly remind myself that this is a confession; the nitty gritty details about The Butter Man are necessary in order to convey successfully what a webcam model must endure.The fact of the matter is that I don’t ever have to endure anything. Each different website differs, but for the most part, one can expect to earn, realistically, about 0 a day if you really work at it.With the internet comes hoards of people with problems of their own just looking for someone to take them out on. I never intended in a thousand lifetimes to be doing what I am doing right now.The internet has enabled millions of people to throw out nasty words anonymously, which makes them feel better about their own insecurities. A webcam model; a webcam personality; a professional masturbator?I must market myself as interesting, desirable, and compelling – all of which I think that I am, but am not so conceited to think that I am all of those things to everyone.Every woman is beautiful, every woman has something to offer, and most times, there will always be someone there to buy it.